[It should be more awkward than it is, she thinks, just... holding hands like this. There's no need for it, they're not doing anything, she should take her hand back now-- and yet, there it stays. Probably because she's too distracted thinking about everything else. Yes, that must be it.]

... I see. It is selfish because it is not something you would experience with anyone else.

[That's depersonalizing things a bit, making it about the experience and not her, but it's easier to make sense of that way. Hesitantly, she glances back up to his face.]

And... this is something you want me to do?

[If anything is left up to what she wants to do, it's never going to get done, so used to denying her own desires that she is. But if it's something someone else wants from her, someone she holds in high regard... then that's a little easier for her to swallow.]